To my daughter inlaw ............
I love you all around my heart Ms. Jasmin . I pray for the day that your free and clear of this nasty disease ! I know theres a cure just around the corner ! I still come here and read all your blogs even though I dont always respond. I worrry about you and Michael all the time . I want so badly to be able to just get there and do something that will help but honestly I dont what that is . :-( I know your a very strong woman and I'm so very proud of you . You've come such a long way already ,its just amazing .
I put a good word in (up above) that the medication this time will leave far less side effects and will take care of the disease once and for all ! Then I pray we can all get together again and celebrate like never before !! :-)
Know that I think of you each and everyday .....
I love you , I miss you
XOXOXOXOXO
Mom ;-)
Memorial Day ...................
My daughter came home for the weekend .....had to leave today and just as I did when my son came and left , I kept a smile on my face instead of tears but in my heart I'm crying enough for all of us !
How the heck did it ever turn out this way???? My children are so far from me that sometimes its very very depressing . I try to just look forward to the next visit but time goes so quickly now and the visits seem so far inbetween ..... :-(
I look around at my friends and their families and believe me they have no clue how very lucky they are w/their children and grandchildren all around them on a regular basis ....ugggggggggg ........guess I'm just feeling sorry for myself today as the Mister and I sit here missing our children .
I hope that one day we'll be able to all be together again ...God ,how I would love that !! Sometimes Im so lost without them all . Amazing how my heart aches for these kids of mine ..
Until the next visit when my mind will be able to get off this empty nest feeling ......................
Our son made us a surprise visit last weekend and it sure did make our year ! We had just recently come home from visiting him in California , so we were very surprised when he called and said he was on his way to NY and to see us ! We were very happy to say the least ! We were also glad that now he has seen our new house ,which we just purchased in May of this year . He seemed very comfy here and I just loved having his company !! I so cant wait to see him again !! I miss my children so very much !! This time our goodbyes were not all upset and crying but smiling and loving and just honestly glad that we got to share some more time this year . :-) .I love him with all my heart and soul ....always have always will !! He's my hero !
"Isabella"
Miss Isabella Rose has arrived in NY !! She's just beautiful and we love her !! Course we love her parents too ! :-) we we're so glad to see them all ...its been almost 6 months ,so Ms. Isabella has changed quite a bit and has gotten sooooo big . Its just amazing how fast they grow ! I must say she's a very good baby . We took her everywhere and she was always very good natured . She's one happy baby not to mention gorgeous !! Im thinking she looks like Auntie :-) . Its been a wonderful visit ,I sure do wish we lived closer so we could see our lil Great Neice more and her parents too of course ! Hopefully it wont another 6 months before we can see them all again ....i'll keep my fingers crossed ! We enjoy them all so very much ...until next time ....XOXOXOXO
we have a new member to the family ..her name is " Elsie May Cramer " the cat ! she has the markings of a cow ,its quite cute . She's almost 8 months old now . She's very active and very loveable .
Her own personal story is ........
I was found with lots and lots of other cats and kittens back in January . I was a pretty sick little girl , but all the doctors and vet techs took really good care of me and now I'm ready to find a nice home with people who love me . I dont like quick movements but i lvoe to be petted and I've got a big purr.
We fell in love with Elsie the minute we saw her and adopted her right off the bat .We love her dearly and have been enjoying her since the day we brought her home to stay forever ! :-)
Ms. Isabella Rose is growing like a weed.....I cant wait to hold her in my arms again !
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
We finally got down to VA. Beach to see our Great Neice ...it was an excellent visit . We enjoyed the new baby "Isabella Rose" very much and her parents too of course . Miss Isabella was born on Feb . 2 , 2008 . she weighed 7lbs and was 21" long ,red hair and cute as she can be ! I absolutely love being a part of this baby's life . Iam very close to my neice and pray that we always stay this way . I'm very proud of her and her husband and they make wonderful parents .We, Dad and I ,also enjoyed our vaca time together and got to celebrate our birthdays (now we're both 50 , lol ) during this trip too as well as spend them with our daughter and her hubby and a call from our oldest son , which blew us away cuz he always forgets :-) .We miss our children so very much ,seems like just yesterday they were all right here at home to help us celebrate our birthdays ..wish i could slow down time . It sure does go by fast now .. If i had my way I'd turn it back a few years !!! But seeings how thats impossible I'm just going to try to age gracefully and leave it at that ,lol
Back to work tomorrow .......already !! Dont blink on vacation or you'll miss the whole thing ,lol
Christmas 2007 ..........
Once again the holidays are upon us...this year Iam very thankful to be reunited with my husband . We were apart for a few years over a bunch of craziness ,mostly on my part . Now we are reunited with a newfound awareness that this is exactly where we both belong .."Together" ! Iam looking forrward to the coming holidays and being able to share them again with my husband . I still miss my children all there is and more ! I cant wait for the day when we can all be together in one room again !! That will be one sweet day for me !! I love them all so very much . I m so thankful I have so many good memories of them all and now my husband and I sit around talking about the old days when the kids were lilttle and needy ..so many memories to share together ..we keep saying ,remember this ,remember that ? lol Being HOME is a wonderful feeling !! I am truly blessed ...............
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